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What comes 1st in your mind when u know get a Leukemia??? i think everyone are very shocked, me too... How i know i get this CML?
Since August of 2009, there was a 1st 喜事 in my "Yong's Family" which is my lovely cousin, Benny and his wife, Stella wedding. This is the 1st 喜事 in my life, he sponsored my flight for asking me to attend his wedding. At that time i also got tuition free week, then i go back loh... This can say 有缘bah... Dunno why my mom suddenly ask me do a medical check-up, of course i go lah... After all the good things, is time for me to go back miri n continue my studies.. But the clinic called me that my medical check-up report has came out and asked me to take. U know what the report said? It said that i suspected i might have CML (at that time i still dunno what is CML) because my white blood cell is more than normal 170x.. I totally stunned for few minutes... The doctor suggested me to see a specialist in blood 1... After that, i convinced myself that the report is mixed with others people... then i go for another blood test again, the result still the same... what i can do, just look at the sky ask why is me... At that moment, i just realize that life is no take 2...
After that, i was sent to QEH to see the specialist there, because whole Sabah just have 1 specialist to see this kind of blood diseases. The doctor suggested me to stop my studies in order to find out what's wrong with me. But when i saw my dad totally down and sad, i have decided that i cant give up, i need to stand strong in order to make my family feels comfortable. At that time, i realized that cry is cant solve any problems, cry won't help anythings. Therefore, i must be optimism and think positively. Time pass very fast, half year+ gone already, i still alive and studying in Curtin.
As a conclusion, we should appreciated what we have.
我们要珍惜眼前的一切，错过了后悔也来不及了...